No matter how rough of a road you're walking, the next step is always the most important one. Sometimes to do so, you just have to shake it off, and laugh on.
tumblrbot asked: ROBOTS OR DINOSAURS?
I never thought that I would find myself annoyed with security. It seems like no matter how I look at it, I live each day with the drowning feeling like I am trapped under the waves of doomed settling nothing.
What am I good at? The question on my mind that has been haunting me for weeks. I am good at this. Although no one has ever given me direct feedback, I can only assume because this is the only thing that comes easily to me that surely this is what I have been given as a blessing and a so called gift. But really… where the hell does this even get me. I am fortunate enough to have a full time job after 2 grueling years of college that actually falls in line with the field I went into, but not really. I tell myself and others that I am happy and grateful, which I guess I am. I also feel like I am constantly wishing for that change. I need to feel like I am using my brain, and not going into a zombie state.
Growing up it seemed like everyone else had a talent or a skill that people would ask to take advantage of, and even though to many that is a burden, it is still nice to get asked. I have never been asked. Is it wrong to want to feel wanted? I know everyone out there in the world is used and abused by employment and no one is happy with their work. But we have options to change it. It just is hard to leave the safety of the comfy desk job. I need to stretch my wings and get myself in a place where I can be happy and excited. Is it possible to find the perfect situation? Is it really what you know or who you know? And most importantly how long should you wait to go get it?
Tuesday = Bluesday